JFU

The second greatest trick that god ever pulled was convincing the world that love exists.

There is something to be said about emptiness, for something that is not there, there sure is a lot of it around. I wonder why, at the end of the day, thats all what one is left with sometimes. friends, family, relationships, hopes, ambitions, desires and diaries, all fizzle out in sleep. I dont sleep, I nightmare. I see people I luv the most dying. I wake up with a silent shriek and then I reach reality with a sigh of relief. thats what defeats the emptiness I think. the idea that reality is still there and though it might be all a simulation, you are still a constitutive part of it. To all those, who like me, have always preferred fantasy over the reality, I say, try it out. Its quite reassuring in its own way! ciao!

Tomorrow is the day when I'll be starting the upgrade of the system here. I'll make the upgrade happen, no matter what the show will go on. Last couple of days in Delhi were not so good, was upset with someone. Thanks to Gary, Puneet, Anki for making me Smile. I have loads to scribble but very less time. will post the pics soon. Thanks to everyone for your wishes. Love you all.

I want to write, but my words leave me. They have other thoughts to conquer. I'll leave you silently.

While sleeping last night I had a thought......... Heartbreak is a good reason for self-expression. I remember, long back I scribbled in Soupz's blog . Why did it come back?

Happiness needs a reason someone said...i don't believe that because today, i just woke up feeling happy. I wonder if people actually feel like this or am i just being too wierd? not that i mind it. have been used to being weird all of the tmie anyway... happiness...is always around the corner...tum du ra ra da ra ra...