JFU

Music: Out of my head - Fastball Yesterday had Felafel Sandwich. It took me back in memory lanes. She got felafel made for me. Nicely packed. She couldn't get Peta bread so got bread loaves..Hahaha... tht was cute. How neatly she kept those felafels on the loaf and ensured that lot of hammas goes in too and me an idiot guy, never asked her if she'd want to eat. I think I finished most of the felafels and gave her just one. She just sat there watching...... I guess sometimes you just laugh and cry at the same time. "/>

Music: Don't think twice (it's alright)-Bob Dylan I want to learn fishing. Not now, not necessarily soon. But sometime. I want to sit on a jetty with a friend. Someone who is comfortable with silences. Someone who is comfortable away from noisy discos and clubs. Someone who is comfortable with nature and above all someone who is comfortable with idling. I want to spend a week there on that jetty from early morning to sleeping time. And think about stuff… about hopes and fears and strengths and weaknesses, about successes and failures, about fun and romance and love and marriage, about friends and parents and career and success and pressures, about religion and the possibility of life on other planets, about ethics and temptations, about overcoming demons that reside within, about growing up and coming to terms with oneself, about change, about our quest to find ourselves and to find meaning, about the shapes of clouds and about the differences between fruits and vegetables, abo...

Mood: Bitchy Music: We can work it out - Beatles Yesterday night my roomie went to office at 2 AM just to get some sleep. Damm... I think I was really loud. Don't remember when I last snored but yesterday was the day when the other person had to leave the house. F**K.......!!!

Music: Crave - Nuno Bettencourt Most of you, some even more than others, will find a kinship with these thoughts, you don't have to read them if you're weak of heart. :) There are some nasty edges about life that I've never been able to work my way around. At times, just living on the edge tends to soften the aches. It's avoidance really, but sometimes, when you least expect it, it all piles down on you and you shudder under its weight. I've spent a lifetime regretting my decisions, decisions I thought were incredibly intelligent at the time. I look back at my life now, What do I see? It's a mess, a shambles, but I love it. Without it, I would'nt be who I am today. I'm a quarter of a century + 1 old now, and at best, that's perhaps a third of my operating lifespan. I've seen things, I've learnt things, I've regretted some of it.... But I feel superior in the knowledge that I know I messed up somewhere.... :o) My life's given me an edg...