JFU

Once upon another time...

Why do I put all my most innermost thoughts on public view? Why is that I chat about the most private matters to complete strangers even in real life? In conversations I find that people I tell about my past loves, failures, deficiencies, insecurities, etc identify and relate. They reciprocate and open up themselves. I make friends amazingly fast. You may respect someone who you think is perfect but you only really like them once you get to know them and complete transparency speeds up that process from years to hours. But why on the net where you don't necessarily make new friends through online journals? Because anything I write can potentially be read by anyone I have to make sure that I have taken their views into consideration before I write something. This forces me to become less judgmental and more understanding. In writing about Madonna for example I have to think whether I would be comfortable when she reads the stuff. In order for me to be comfortable about her reading t...

I probably wanted to jot down these thought or realities at 4 AM yesterday. Slept fine after some days of sleepless nights. As it was decided in Oz that on going back I'll quit the lil drinking that I always indulged in. I remember keeping the phone abruptly, last friday when maddona called up, I was all high. She was so sweet n concerned for me and wanted me to promise her the dates of my next plunge. I don't even remember what I said and kept the phone down abruptly. hey I am sorry..... Couldn't talk much after coming back. This is one of the few things I wanted to do. Couldn't talk to her so I am penning it down here for her to read this. PS. I had very lil beer and more of Guava Juice yest at a cocktail party:D The main post will follow some time today.....had to rush now.

Praveen got married last week, that was one quick wedding. He came, he married and he will go away. Congrats buddy. Gary and Anki will be singing their marriage songs this weekend, that would mark an entry in their "To Do" list as " getting married " I am happy for them marrying their Cinderellas.

Should I or Should I not or maybe later...... I am sure it would be worth every single penny but it surely is bit costly.

I have been having burgers the whole week, sometimes breakfast-lunch-dinner. I will puke if I have another burger today ! PS: Everyone in my team went out for beer n dinner, I was suppose to join them. I refused n now I am sitting alone cursing my decision. Something is upsetting. I don't want to believe that what I am thinking is what made me upset.