What else should I be......

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I probably wanted to jot down these thought or realities at 4 AM yesterday. Slept fine after some days of sleepless nights.

As it was decided in Oz that on going back I'll quit the lil drinking that I always indulged in. I remember keeping the phone abruptly, last friday when maddona called up, I was all high. She was so sweet n concerned for me and wanted me to promise her the dates of my next plunge. I don't even remember what I said and kept the phone down abruptly.
hey I am sorry..... Couldn't talk much after coming back. This is one of the few things I wanted to do. Couldn't talk to her so I am penning it down here for her to read this.

PS. I had very lil beer and more of Guava Juice yest at a cocktail party:D

The main post will follow some time today.....had to rush now.

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