JFU

Mood: Blah Music: Comfortably Numb - Pink Floyd Just when you think you are getting closer to the answers, someone goes and changes the questions.

Music: Miles Away Whenever you do potty May your ass burn in hell May it sting till eternity And never soothe, be it Burnol, Ghee, or Gel!

Mood: Nostalgic Music: Stairway to heaven - Led Zepplin Far away from home and not with family n friends mean a lot in these times. Nostalgia and mush hit me today, here is a bit of poetry to balance that. All you who sleep tonight Far from the ones you love, No hand to left or right And emptiness above - Know that you aren't alone The whole world shares your tears, Some for two nights or one, And some for all their years. Because Diwali is not about lamps and lights and sweets and holidays. It is about belonging, accepting, loving, caring...et al.

Mood: Happy Music: Everybody Hurts - REM A sudden complement from somebody can do such funny things...especially on a bad hair day when your eyes are all puffed up from lack of sleep and you feel like something the cat dragged in last night...and lo! one smile, a good remark and you feel like the whole world is beautiful...!!!! Good morning everybody,.it holds the promise of being a beautiful day...

Mood: Do I need to tell Music: REM - Find the river Its been 28 straight hours for my ass pinned down in my cube......I am almost done with the work. I don't want to go home now. A truck load of Linen awaits my footsteps. So many things to pen down......I'll be back.....soon.

You can't lose what you don't have, I can lose what i want, I want you!

Mood: Tired Music: Flying in a blue Dream - Joe Satriani Actions speak louder than words thoughts.

Mood: Blah Music: Kite - U2 Its a confused sort of a day...it has not yet decided what it wants to be. scattered clouds triumph temporarily over a jubilant sun and there is a constant sense of struggle and suspense...who shall win? what will the day be? and i quite empathize with the day. becuase i feel like it so many times. so many eons have been spent in agonizing over which way to branch out. it must be tough for trees too, to decide which way to go, but they at least have the comfort of the knowledge that they are going up. no, i am not depressed, just wondering what the day will choose for itself. becuase after all, it all boils down to what we choose doesnt it???

I am feeling lonely. Yes, I know that is like a monthly refrain now,but to day is that day. I am suddenly feeling extremely unwanted and unloved (I think it must be the distances between the people who matter. Geography sucks and I always knew it!) It is a miserably mournful feeling to suddenly start going through the phone book in order to see if there is anybody I can tap on and say, 'hug me' because I need one...and thats where the misery starts. When one realizes that no sirreee! there is no such person around, not right now. New places (even if they are just old places being rediscovered) are scary. I have been meeting up with new people but somehow (I think it is the early arrival of old age) these meetings have no charm, no excitement, absolutely no fun left. I feel empty and unfulfilled all the time. Friends are being perfectly pathetic. Ms Star TV is as usual so selflessly immersed in her own self and doing that the lesser said the better, who's life now revolves n...