White Light

-
Mood: Chirpy
Music: Neil Finn - Dont Dream It's Over


I remember this time when I was discussing music with Ritz a couple of years ago.

"What do you think your voice would taste like?" I asked her
"What do you mean?"
"I think my voice would taste like ground coconut and banana. They're not overpowering tastes. I think my voice is sort of simple. But it has a subtle texture."
She nodded understanding.
"I think it has a tinge of honey too", she said
I blushed slightly at the compliment
"What does your voice taste like?"
"Well I think it tastes like watermelon"
"Watermelon?"
"Yes. A watermelon"
I nodded sombrely.

I'm laughing hysterically remembering the conversation.

But there are one or two days when I wonder if I'm missing out on the full spectrum of human emotions. Seriousness, sadness, etc. I don't think I have ever seen them in their unadulterated state. I'm glad that I've get myself into disappointments and heartbreaks. I think I've been coloured by those experiences to an extent but I've gained a greater appreciation for what it might be like.

I have a feeling that once you've seen the full spectrum and you take all those experiences and mix them together in some sort of collective wisdom hue - the shade will be 'fun'.

I don't think I'm missing out on that much. I need to understand what other people see but my world is bathed in this really nice natural warm bright sunlight. It's got everything. I need to live and grow.

Comments

encounter specialist said…
hey ...thnx for visiting...
May 16, 2006 5:59 PM
Priya_Satarkar said…
Hmm Nice thoughts..

Thnx for dropping at my blog
May 17, 2006 1:41 AM
Spaax said…
finished reading shantaram, its an intereting book...let me know if you like it..

p.s. I love oasis....good stuff huh?
May 17, 2006 10:43 PM
Ankur said…
@sowmya....I have heard a lot about this book. Though yet to go past the 3rd page. Work is keeping me away.
May 18, 2006 11:50 AM
Ankur said…
Thanks everyone...
May 18, 2006 12:06 PM
Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

arbit thoughts.......

-
Sometimes I wonder about my life. I lead a small life or what kinda . Well, not small, but circumscribed. And sometimes I wonder, do I do it because I like it, or because I haven't been brave? So much of what I see reminds me of something I read in a book, when shouldn't it be the other way around? I don't really want an answer. I just want to send this cosmic question out into the void. So good night, dear void.
Read more

Learnings.......

-
As I've matured..... I've learned that depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. I've learned that it is not what you wear; it is how you take it off. I've learned that you can keep vomiting long after you think you're finished. I've learned to not sweat the petty things, and not to pet the sweaty things. I've learned that ex's are like fungus, and keep coming back. I've learned age is a very high price to pay for maturity. I've learned that I don't suffer from insanity, I enjoy it. I've learned that one good turn gets most of the blankets. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just jackasses.. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it. I've learned that whatever hits the fan will not be evenly distributed. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are more screwed up than you think. Updates * had to dele...
Read more