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its a confused sort of a day...it has not yet decided what it wants to be. scattered clouds triumph temporarily over a jubilant sun and there is a constant sense of struggle and suspense...who shall win? what will the day be? and i quite empathise with the day. becuase i feel like it so many times. so many eons have been spent in agonising over which way to branch out. it must be tough for trees too, to decide which way to go, but they atleast have the comfort of the knowledge that they are going up. no, i am not depressed, just wondering what the day will choose for itself. becuase after all, it all boils down to what we choose doesnt it???

She has her way of saying that things are not fine.....Can she atleast callup.....aargh.

I am just worried.

UPDATE: Just spoke to her.....All's well....but I F#^%#%in hate her.

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