Dignity Lost

Mood: Sad
Music: clatter of the keyboard

It’s a period of change and turmoil, and am just trying to sit back and let the dust settle
and the same question keeps coming back am I becoming a bad person? Or am I actually one.
People I trusted have lied to me, cheated me and told me that I've made them do wrong things, which I would never expect them to do.
These were the people I trusted the most in my life and now all this. They know about my trust in them, my respect for them and then also I was told that I made them do something bad……
I hope I never do these things to anyone, friend or stranger.
The fact that these things happen leave me wondering, how did I invite these experiences into my life?
Just being good is not good enough? And am doing a very bad job of being good?

This is a person I had much respect for. I spent all my time learning from him/her. Introduced me to new worlds, showed me the possibilities, set a course for my life. My respect only multiplied.
I was told that I made him/her do wrong things………. I was just told about one thing and I didn’t have much courage left to hear more.
Maybe one day (s)he will realise his/her folly and return what (s)he snatched away.

When all is lost, hope still remains.

Its time to change and renew my vow to be the best person I can be at every point in time
and refuse to allow my virtues to be used as weapons against me, and to get rid of my many not so virtuous aspects.